Permanently anxious and alone on a boat

Raised hairs on arms like some freak ghost-watcher

It's the being alone and my own consciousness

Of not being elated

By being on a boat.

Brisbane city transport

Can't live with it can't live without it

Fucking sparkling gif of a river, constant

Idiot

I can't cry anymore from lack of child-love, missed Birthdays

Or fucked up chocolate cakes with hair in them